today in sch, i felt so sad and lonely all of a sudden. the feeling was so strong...
despite the fact that i have gd frens in this sch, i don't really feel like there's anyone there for me. no one there for me to lean on when im upset or to turn to or even talk to when i need someone very badly. no one who i can really let down my guard with.
i felt so empty all of a sudden. sigh.. then i started to think of and miss very badly ong. he used to be there for me most of the time when i needed someone. but now i don't have anyone.. i hardly tok to him animore.. i felt so lost all of a sudden! omg.. then i realised i left him out of my life for quite some time already. i feel damm bad la...
i used to think that i have one person in poly i could lean on. but then.. alot of things happened. things are not the same anymore..
lolx okie. i sound damm saddistic. dun worry. i will get over it soon! hopefully =))
Rainbowlin