la la la`+.*+.'.

found out some stuffs todae... made me think alot.. actually dun intend to think de la... but then cannot help it leh =\

went for metro sale!!! alot of ppl can. super squeezy.. bought some stuffs todae =)

found out that janice's foot size is 2!!!! 2!!!! when mine is like 8?!?!?! ROARR!!! her's is like kids size la. OMG can.

lynette spent 41 bucks on chocolates todae. LOLX. first time hear ppl spend so many $$ on chocos can.

wanted to buy a pair of slippers!! 5bucks la!! OMG CAN. so cheap. but then dun have my size =(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((( nvm. gonna hunt for em tml! HAHAHAH =)

i wanna buy tons of stuffs!! but alot of $$. =(( but must hurry buy before july! GST 7% wth!!

heard from alicia that zara sale this week at 30%!!!! nxt week at 50%!!! =DDDDDD happy happy can. i wanna go!!

had dinner with hazel todae. she arh. damm funny can. went on shopping spree already then damm high. lolx. crazy de. then she said smth really funny todae la.. we were talking abt students coming from girls sch n guys sch. then she said, this is the bad thing abt ppl coming from sex sch. LOLX. SO FUNNY CAN..

aniways. she nearli made mi chocked on my food todae. =\\ she told mi smth super surprising can. =\

yeah!! going out with sin sin tml! i miss her!!!! =DD but need to go sch do proj first. ROARR.

i havent finish menu planning! OMG. n im still going out on sat. LOLX. gd luck to me man...

shld i go swimming tml?? =P

*i dunno who i really miss... izzit you or you? HMM. DUNNO!! dun wan to think.

i love you
6/29/2007 11:08:00 PM

todae meet van at bedok fairprice to check the price of the cheese and stuffs that we’ll be needing for cat international buffet. realised that hosen company has a lot of different types of fruit cans can. For example: mandarin orange, aloe vera in mango/pineapple juice.

wanted to find the price of the cheese that we wanted and write them down on the piece of a paper but then got one uncle working there look at us when I was writing the stuffs. He kept staring then we hurry zhao. LOL.

Then went to sheng shiong at bedok. Super big can. They sell live seafood such as sea eel, lots n lots of fishes, frogs, crabs n blah blah. One guy working there was taking out the sea eels to put in a plastic bag, then after taking a few steps, he dropped the bag and the sea eels were swimming on the floor. Lolx. Guess I was quite scared and shocked cos I went to grab van’s hands. Hhahaha =P

van toked a lot todae. Esp on her SHE n stuffs. Lolx!

At the inter, on the way to sch, I saw jiahong. FINALLY saw him after so long can.. chit chat abit with him abt ong. Then he told mi tat yan asked him if I got a bf! WAH! So random can. Dunno y she thinks that I have a bf. Lolx. jh told mi smth abt ong todae. SO KE LIAN. i must meet him soon!!!

Then met shuwen, hazel, peggy for lunch at flavours. Ate ytf again. NICE =) shuwen didn’t want to buy food to eat de. So mi n hazel threatened to buy food for her and we really stood up n walk. Lolx. Then she no choice come after us and tell us that she will go buy her food. LOLX. She sae we threaten her! BUT THEN. The truth is, it’s for her own good!!!! HAHAHAHAH =)) pls dun believe wadeva she saes, cos it’s nt the truth.

Ate pocky and zooland biscuits in the pc lab todae. YUM YUM =) somebody treat me! I wan somemore!! =)) that hazel kept on eating my biscuits! ROARRR.

hazel was using ebuddy to tok to us, then this happened.

[c=#9D9D9D]c h h o o [[.blogspot.com]][/c] says:
siao char bor

-Don't bother your contacts too often.

--Don't bother your contacts too often.

--You sent a nudge to your contacts. -

bleahx. says:
LOL
bleahx. says:
even the ebuddy scold u
bleahx. says:
MUHAHAHA

LOLX CAN. Even the e buddy is scolding her. Can u imagine. HAHAHA =)

shuwen was surfing the web doing our apfs proj. then she came across these from THE WEBS:
A door is a door is a door
A bored person is a boring person

oh then we went to some blog then saw smth really funny! cannot stop laughing in the pc lab. LOLX

SO LAME CAN. But super funny. Cannot tahan. =P

that hazel very kampong can. she use her feet to buah my leg to ask us to hurry up. so er xin!! ROARRR..

dunno y i feeling moody =\\\ ROAR. maybe cos tml need go sch at 8am n i still have research to do =(

*i dun think i noe u animore, actually i think i better dun.

i love you
6/27/2007 09:46:00 PM

some notices for AA21 to take note of:
`nls project consultation on fri. 20mins for each grp.
`no FI tut on thurs. changed to fri 11-12 at IT4-4-58. pls remember to do ur tut wksht.
`NO SCH ON WED (TML)!! apel changed to thurs 9-10 after FPQA lect. venue will be confirmed soon =D

arh.. okie. sch was quite fun todae... our group's gals were wearing skirts todae. HEHE. except for some la. as expected. LOLX =P

got back some papers todae. i didnt do well for NLS. well expected ba. =\

wanted to go to the pc lab with wenxin and lixing after finding ms kalpana to change our apel lesson to thurs. they are horrible ppl can!! all like to bully me! ROAR!!! i tot pc lab was at level 5. then i went out then they remained in the lift. i asked them how come they didnt come out and asked which level is the pc lab. then they were like you realised is which floor le then go. then they closed the lift door! WTH. lolx. then i realised it's lvl6. wanted to stop the lift door from closing so i attempted to use my leg. LOLX =P so funny and embarrassing la. lucky nobody saw.

went for log tut. got back our results. LUCKY PASS LA... LOLX. i was damm scared tat i failed my paper can... then had project consultation..

halfway thru the project consultation, we suddenly tok abt our cat meal yest. then i said IT WAS DAMM NICE OKIE! then suddenly there was silence in the tut room for a few secs. SO PAISEH CAN. =X

took the acknowledgement letter from mr foo cos some of the companies r afraid tat we're spies and dun wanna help us in our proj. LOLX. when i went to take e paper, my grp ppl were like clapping la. = LAME CAN. lolxx... =P

ah ma is horrible. she saes she dun wan to tok to me. ROARR!!!! HMPH!

i love you
6/26/2007 08:08:00 PM

first dae of sch!! couldnt really fall asleep last nite. but then still managed to sleep. tat stupid hazel. threaten me last nite... she sae tat if i dun wear with her the pregnant top todae, that means i like XX. OMG CAN. so old already still do these kinda things. lolx... then she sae if i dun wear she will cry. = OBVIOUSLY IS THREATENING CAN. evil..

shuwen is crazy todae. lolx. her jokes were funny la. nv eat medicine. confirm. lolx.. she damm addicted to wearing her dorothy shirts liao. LOLX. almost everydae also wear. hahaha! =P

took back our term tests paper todae.. still okie la.. but can be improved =) jia you jia you everybody. we must do well for our projs n exams k!! =D

thanks to colin for giving us the card. hmm. it's very unique.. but i sux at designing. LOLX =P

after fpqa, we went to the lib before going for our cat lab. looked for some books for nls n fpqa. we took up the whole stretch la. LOLX. crowding the area looking for our books. so funny can.

then van n me went to lvl 7 to look for nls books. went to photocopy but then the machine got jammed. got another group waiting for us to finish using so that they can use... but cos jammed and we were in a hurry, i started to complain to van how lousy the lvl 7 photocopiers were then we hurry walk away. LOLX. leaving the jammed photocopier to the other grp. LOLX. we hurry zhao. so paiseh can. =X

then we chionged all the way to the lab in the record time of like 8mins? walked very quickly from lib to as basment, we tied our hair, going to the toilet n wee, changed shoes, chiong to lab. LOLX.

cat pract was quite fun la... kept on concentrating and cutting the cucumbers. lolx... my hand still smells like cucumber. ROARR.... then wrapped the vegetables + shrimps + others in the rice paper. quite fun la. but then the rice paper is so hard to handle!! must thank alicia for helping us soak the rice paper. lolx..

stupid ah ma. buah my face with her wet hands. so dirty can!! ROARR.... that hazel also. all disgusting ppl. EEE. later i get pimples u all die. LOLX.

lecia and me went to gave our the packed food to the lecturers. was quite fun toking to the lecturers. they were surprisingly friendly can. hmmm. LOLX. the lvl 3 phone outside the staff room suxs can! it's spoilt i think. press the speaker phone but it doesnt work. in the end got it to work though we still dunno how we did it. LOLX.

i like the baguet and pudding!!! they taste nice!! LALALA. =D

i realised that the phrase ni zou kai, gnd is very bad.... thinking abt it. if someone were to sae tat to me, i will feel quite bad too. so im gonna stop myself from saeing it. =D

i love you
6/25/2007 09:21:00 PM

lalala~ woke up earli to go jogging todae. i managed to drag myself out of bed. HOHOHO. so proud of myself. but i took a very very long time to prepare. HAHA =P

went with my da jie todae.. jogged together, laughed together, laming alone. LOLX.

first time see my da jie jog. i see her i wan to laugh though i dunno y. hehehe =P

when jogging, i felt super tired... feel like sleeping while jogging though im sweating like nuts.. can just fall onto the bed and just sleep. lolx. SO DIRTY i noe. HAHA =P

i wanted to cut hair todae!!! but then didnt go. will go soon soon soon. feel very messy. lolx but hope it dun turn out EEEE. i will cry =(

i wanna go swimming!!! =)))))

felt quite pek chey todae at someone. ROARRR.

went orchard with my sis to buy her shu uemura stuffs. so ex can 300+! see already i heart pain but i dun wanna sae much. later she angry or wad i cham lolx. but i rather she donate the $$ to me can... =P

hazelllll dun sad dun sad. u have made it till this far. ni ke yi de! =)

*i just can't help loving you but i loved you too late.
*i dont have the tingly feeling in me after seeing wad u wrote. does it mean it's really fading?

i love you
6/24/2007 08:23:00 PM

yeahhH!! went to cine k box with xinying, van, ah ma, shuwen n hazel. sing sing sing, play cards, eat....

van is super gd at high pitch songs la... lolx pro. shuwen also gd at high pitch songs =D envious can. i sing the zhang hui mei song also cannot reach so high =\\

ah ma come = nv come. she like hardly sing lor. sit down there eat n slack n listen songs. then hazel n shuwen they all force her to sing songs. hahahaha =\

stupid ah ma. suppose to sing forever love with me. end up wan to purposely make mi do solo. ROAR. horrible...

i dun like the mike! ROARRR... i have mike phobia. HAHAHA =D

will upload the pics soon!! =D

arh shit. i said i wanted to blog smth abt shuwen. now i forgot wad le... =\\\\

shuwen is experiencing the shopping fever. but todae she onli bought her wallet from mango which she wanted to buy since before gss. hahaha. ahma n hazel tried to stop her from buying everything that she held in her hands. it was so funny can. LOL.

hazel n ahma sae that i zoom zoom very fast when we're in mango. lolx they sae they cannot spot me. at a blink of an eye im gone. HAHAH =D i was looking for smth wad..... roar!!

hazel finally ate her bazhang at taka. LOLX.

okie aniways. we went to clarke quay. find place sit n eat. the potato coroke was nice!!! =D
shuwen arh shuwen. dun sad k!! we will be here with u. =)

the ppl in the food court were horrible. they kept on buying food. esp the family sitting beside us. i took a photo of em!! will upload soon too. they kept on ordering diff kinda gd food. super tempting can. i nearli cannot take it then wan to go buy my own food. =P

arh sorry for being lame todae. LOLX. =D shuwen n ah ma hurry go kai fang la. dun keep telling us. i dun wan to noe! LOLX =P

aniways on the way home from clarke quay on the bus, the air con was so cold even though i wore my jacket can... my finger nails turned purple! ROARR. scary... think my hand will look like tat when im dead. =(

im bored!! ROARRR = sch's reopening. i dun wan!! =(

i love you
6/23/2007 09:42:00 PM

had subject selection todae... the tp web was super laggy can. one hour spent using the com. STUPID! ROARRR.. in the end still must thank guixin who helped mi do my subject selection cos the server was really damm retarded. lolx! =P but managed to help colin do his though. U NEED TO THANK ME! LOLX

todae went to sch for the shishedo makeup lesson. errr. the speaker was funny! =D

hazel look damm tired todae... she didnt sleep last nite cos of her camp. so ke lian. if im her, i would have dropped dead n die. lolx! eh gal. cheer up arh! dun sad le =) wo ai ni!! =D

went to lib with wen to do our fpqa stuffs. edit, edit n more edition. ROARR. but finally finally gonna complete =D

we were chit chatting with each other thru msn though we were sitting nxt to each other. LOLX. so funny can... then todae in the lib laughed like siao. dun mean to be racist, but then when we heard some indian ringtone ringing we started laughing. it was just so funny la. then i cannot stop laughing. cannot control u noe. then shuwen laughed cos i laughed like mad.

basically there was two crazy gals sitting in front of their coms laughing like mad and trying to control their laughter until they have stomach aches. HAHAH. been a long time since we laughed so much. =D

chit chatted with shuwen. realised some stuffs. disappointed, digusted, idiotic! i guess? but no choice rite? hahaha.

sw is so funny todae!! esp on the bridge when we're on our way home. she made mi laugh like mad can. LOLX. im surprised by wad she said =D but i agree with her!! i will also sae tat =D

love you? hope not. =)

MAHJONG!! I WAN MAHJONG!! SOMEBODY PLAY WITH ME =D

i love you
6/22/2007 09:44:00 PM

sorry sorry, some editions on the msg from janice:

`pls check tat apfs u have both T4 n T5 notes. if u dun have pls get from janice. =)
`FRI SUBJECT SELECTION!
`janice should have sent u the apel online task! if u dun have can ask mi to send u =)

yeah! i found one side of my earrings last nite when i was going to bed =)

i love you
6/20/2007 09:23:00 PM

went to sch to do nls proj todae... sorry liberty ppl and freshies! i didnt go to sentosa with u all! maybe nxt time! =P

then mi, van n xinying were talking abt which subject combi we shld choose on fri. i think im gonna choose food sci =)

for those choosing nutrition..:
my sis is working in NEC (which is a electronics company smth like HP). sitting nxt to her is a gal who took AFSN too and she took nutrition. she's currently doing some admin work there la. she said tat:
`if u wanna be a nutritionist, u have to at least take degree
`if u wanna study at a better sch for the degree, UK is the choice but then the living expenses is high.
`she sae the course is not easy..
at the end of her 3yrs, she sae she wanna further on on the sci part. lolx.

okie back to todae. then went to have lunch at pizza hut with xinying, van, lydia, hazel, sw. YUMMM can. im the pizza cutter gal todae! cutting pizza n serving ppl =D will update pics soon. apparently nth happened to me after eating loads of cheese. hahaha. okie shldnt sae so earli. hard to sae rite? LOLX

there was a waiter there by the name of jason. he put eyeliner la! OMG! lolx. n he's a phillipino. he looks abit like jeremy from 4E3 in brd. LOLX. aniways. he gave us the wrong recipt la. the bill was like 150+! SHOCKING CAN. we expected like 50+ onli cos there was some student meal or some sort. SCARY SHIT. = i tot we wun be able to pay the bill n have to wash the dishes. LOLX. yes im thinking alot =P

funny conversation i had with hazel n sw at pizza hut todae and LOLX can. i dunno wad happened to me todae..:
hazel: eh sw, remember to bring her to the hotel n open a room. (what she meant is go to imh and register mi as a patient and stay there.)
sw: oh okie okie.
sj: TAO YAN! you wan to open room with mi in the hotel?

then went walk walk again. went to mango. super excited can! tot i can shop todae... then when we reach there, the sale is only for customers who have the mango card. ROARR. sighs. then we went to one corner n i said loudly very unconsciously, 'EH we sneak in la" lolx. apparently the bodyguard heard n followed us when we walked outside the boundary. LOLX!

realised some stuffs todae.... dun ask mi what. cos i dunno how to sae. LOLX

xinyi missed call mi 5 times! crazy de. i was still thinking who. then when i finally picked up the phone she told mi tat some freshie from her class like mi =\ damm shocking can. i think the guy damm ke lian. kanna bullied by em. but they even tell mi tat he got my number in his phone! THEN I WAS LIKE OMG CAN. = but i could hear the freshies surrounding xinyi when she called mi =\ scaryyy and paiseh lolx.

i think i have a thing with surveyors these few daes. todae a surveyor came to my door step n asked mi to do survey. ROARRR.. and i helped. hope nth will happen this time round! =\

some guys are stupid stupid stupid. ROAR.

i love you
6/20/2007 08:54:00 PM

roarr! i dont wan to admit it.. i still have feelings for u! OMG =( n im really really afraid tat it will be the same as the previous time..

control.control.control.

i wan cycling!!!!!

tat time i lost my right side de earring. todae i lost my left side de =(
they sae tat it's nt meant to be mine. really? sigh.

i love you
6/19/2007 11:21:00 PM

-wenxin says:
AH OMG
-wenxin says:
SHIT
-wenxin says:
I FORGOT THE TIME
-wenxin says:
OMG
bleahx. says:
hahahah
bleahx. says:
now then u noe?
-wenxin says:
SORRY!
-wenxin says:
HAPPY BDAE!!
-wenxin says:
YAY
bleahx. says:
hahahahah
-wenxin says:
HAPPY BDAE BAH BAH BA ZHANG
bleahx. says:
=\
bleahx. says:
LOLX
bleahx. says:
i tot u toking abt
bleahx. says:
going to bed
bleahx. says:
=\
-wenxin says:
hahahahahah
bleahx. says:
lolx
bleahx. says:
im going to write tat on my blog
bleahx. says:
hahahahaha
-wenxin says:
hahaha
-wenxin says:
happy tuan wu jie...!
-wenxin says:
zu ni yue lai yue bah
-wenxin says:
bah bah gao shen
-wenxin says:
LOL
bleahx. says:
=\
bleahx. says:
LOLX
bleahx. says:
omg
bleahx. says:
u siao liao can
-wenxin says:
hahah
-wenxin says:
where got?
-wenxin says:
i noe u vv happy lor
-wenxin says:
got ppl wish u
bleahx. says:
lolx
bleahx. says:
first time somebody wish mi on duan wu jie
bleahx. says:
=\
-wenxin says:
1st time u got this name
-wenxin says:
if u yue bing thn lantern fes i wish u lor
-wenxin says:
HAHAHA

as u can see, wenxin is crazy already. this is most likely due to doing fpqa late at nite. LOLX. =P

i love you
6/19/2007 01:18:00 AM

i think my feelings for u have faded! and im happy! i hope it doesnt come back animore! =)

say good bye! =)) 你走开! LOLX =P kidding la.

i love you
6/18/2007 04:10:00 PM

i love you
6/17/2007 09:35:00 PM

yeah! finally some pics from sat

first at vivo:

ah ma n sw.

this sounds so funny la!!! LOLX

me, wen, zel in the toilet =D

CHOCOLATE DELIGHT! XD

at bugis:

this was taken long time ago when i was with sin =)

OMG. im on high demand. LOLX =P

sw in sunglasses =D

YUM YUM =D

hazel so emo =\

look at the straw n her mouth LOLX

the bride we saw who was having her wedding at the steamboat restaurant =\ she doesnt look very happy =\

mommy is crazy!

peggy looks sad! she must still be hungry =P

preparing for round 2! =D

look at peggy's face. damm funny la!

we we we at the shoe shop =)

i love you
6/17/2007 08:51:00 PM

some msg from janice to class:
`bring NLS mini quiz (the one on android, dietary guidelines) during NLS t5
`22nd june - remember there's subject selection! think carefully if u havent!
`do apel online task by august (janice will email us on it so dun worry)
`check if u have APFS t5 (personal hygiene) lecture notes. if not pls get from janice.

THANKS! =D pls help to tell others too k =)

lalala~ i ate ba zhang todae. HAHA. but onli ate like 1/3.. i swear my mommy is making me fat. she's making mi eat alot todae. =\\\\\\ NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and she kept on toking abt bazhang todae. LOLX. wanted to laugh quite a few times =)

YEAH! NO EN BLOC for time being! cos the price is too low and majority dun agree! MUHAHAHA. u stupid agent. 你走开! LOLX oh no!! im so addicted to tat 3words already. ROAR! LOLX

i was doing some stuffs todae. realise tat after not going to sch for some time, im doing stuffs very slowly. i can take an hour plus just to do one thing! =\ NOOOO! BAD. must work faster.

todae's father todae! WOHOO! HAPPY DADDY DAE! I LOVE YOU! =D

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i love you
6/17/2007 05:53:00 PM

hello!! i'm back!! did you miss me? lolx!

went to vivo with zel,wen and lixing. went window shopping.. we didnt buy ani things!! LOLX. lucky nv buy anithing la, can save $$.

i bought doughnut from vivo! chocolate delight! yummmy!! but the previous time when i went with wen, nette, janice, wen's fren after working at daiso was much nicer la! cos they just made it n the chocolate is still warm n melted =)) but this time round also not bad la. just abit cold.

saw this guy cycling on one wheel bike. lolx. lixing they all were talking abt jumping in front of him n blah blah. then i told them.. no la.. wan to scare him rite, must wait until he very near u and cycling quite fast then u jump in front of him then scare the hell out of him. confirm fall! LOLX.

went to bugis... walked around again.. then went to eat steamboat. yummmM! nice can! =D
we ate a total of 16plates without including those tat fang n cia ate cos they came late.

will upload pics soon! =)

wen finally believed in karma! LOLX =P

stupid cow kept on tagging on my bag. ask her to let go dun wan to let go.. only when i going off tat time then let mi go! ROAR!! EVIL! and she even tried to step on my slippers todae when at vivo n bugis... ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!

got drenched cos of the stupid rain when i was boarding the damm bus! crap can! brrrrr! FREEZINGGGG! if onli i got somebody to hug on to! LOLX =X kidding la. i wan jacket!!!

i lost the right side of my earring todae. GRRR... =\

i love you
6/17/2007 12:19:00 AM

ROAR!!!

some random stuffs i found out recently:
`i'm getting fat
`i've been shopping alot recently
`i'm spending alot of $$
`ive poor financing skills of my own money
`i love my house too much
`i'm getting lazy as dae passes by
`i'm trying to be independent! =)

todae did apfs/cat proj. but end up also like havent finish. think need to meet up n do again.
then went to meet sin sin at orchard.. waitied for her at mrt station but then decided to walk to taka to find her instead... and i walked alone la!!! im proud of myself =D

some guy asked mi to do survey. didnt want to do so i smiled politely n said no then shake my head n walk. but then he said WHY??? then i look at him. then i sae wad is ur survey about? lolx. so end up i helped him do.

yisin arh... don't worry gal! everything will be okie de. u dun think so much okie!!! and i won't stay away from you no matter wad!! i'll stick to u no matter wad =)
*yisin can be scary sometimes. she can be fierce man! ROAR! SCARY!

shopped alot today... bought two tops from mango, a pendant from perlini... er dunno if got buy other things already..
this week been spending alot of $$ omg sad can.... =( and im bad at saving $$! somebody help!

I DON'T WANT EN BLOC! I DUN WAN TO LEAVE MY HOUSE! i've been staying here for the past 17yrs man. i dun wanna leave this area!! NOOOOOO! i love the east alot. DUN WAN DUN WAN!!!!! i hope the majority dun agree to sell their house la. PLS PLS PLS.. worst still, my daddy sae he wanna move to the north? WTH? so ulu! NO WAY. NOOOO! my mommy asked mi where i wanna stay at. i said EAST LA. EAST is the BEST! ROARRRRRRRRRR GRRR!

stop tempting mi mom! stop telling me about the house with swimming pool! NOOOO! i want my HOUSE!

i love you
6/15/2007 09:25:00 PM

went to sch to do log proj todae. super no mood. felt super emo all of a sudden? why why why?

maybe caused i started to realise smth. damm. i shouldnt let it affect me! GO AWAY GO AWAY

waited for nette at bus stop cos realised she's a bit emo when she smsed me. she was half an hour late la. omg can. =\

then we walked to sch, we were talking abt the shorts i was wearing. tok tok tok then got this uncle standing in front look at me and sae YEAH NICE NICE. LOLX can! =P

did proj. read comic. eat. laugh.

came home, wanted to do cat but then... too tired.. then slept abit. maybe do tonite or tml.. but tml im going out with my sis. lolx...

where has the old shujun gone to? where are you? i miss you. come back to me!

extracted this from hazel's blog, read already started tearing... =( :

<>darkest period not a lifetime<>please don't hesitate to tell mii your problems..though ii have my own problemsbut ii have a pair of listening ears =))<>don't belittle yourselfcause you may be great to someone<>don't ever think that you're neglectedthey might not be there all the timebut how do you know they never care?<>never selectively treasure friendsif choose to have that friendshiptreasure all<>its not worth to remember or be sad over a guy whom doesn't worth-its easier to be said than done ownself-=(

gals, dun be sad. we can get thru it together. sae no to emo. haha dunno i can anot. =\

*it's nt easy to find somebody i can totally trust. when i wan to trust tat person, smth will happen and make mi think twice to do so. ROAR why why why?

i love you
6/12/2007 07:02:00 PM

went out with yisin todae! suppose to go n play badminton de! but end up when we reach there, there was alot alot of ppl. then end up we ps nv go play. hahaa. then we hide at the squash court area. chit chatting while yisin was peeping n looking at the ppl playing badminton.

when yisin said 'wah todae really alot of guys', just nice one whole grp of squash de guys walk over. then yisin was shocked and look at the first wide eyed guy who walked in and was looking at us. then sae OMG damm loudly. hahaha! damm funny can. the flow of guys were continuous.

okie then went lib. find some info for the projs. then went to photocopy alone.
the stupid photocopying machine got jammed. damm crap la. then went to the nxt machine.

near me was a grp of guys n a gal. then i happen to hear one of the guy sae EH look at the orange shirt gal (which is me) then mumble mumble abt dunno wad. then i hurry finish photocopying then zhao. hahahah =D

then we went to bugis. didnt buy the bag.. decided to consider again.

went to mos burger n eat. chit chatted. then got one gal sitting near us was speaking in some american accent la though she's a local. then complain n complain damm loudly abt one of her frens to the gal she was hanging out with. noisy can.

walked ard bugis. then got this 2 guys who were sitting at the seats area. they were collecting donations but they were damm tired. then they saw us and sae HEY! wan to donate? we very tired already help us leh. WAH sian can. wad a way to ask us for donation =\ then end up we didnt donate hurry zhao. MUHAHA =P

went to ms. watched MEN IN WHITE. hilarious but boring at the same time. very unmovie-like. if u watch u will understand.

OH OH forgot to write this, ys n me nearly entered the gents toilet by accident!! cos we got mixed up and confused. MUHAHAH. then got some uncle who is working there tell us we went to wrong one la! so paiseh =P

i saw a blouse from zara i wanna buY!!! =DDD fox shorts!! jacket!!! save money then go buy! sian. n i couldnt find the slippers i wanna buy from m)phosis. so sad. ROAR!

waited for 10 at the bus stop with yisin for 40+mins. cos the two earlier single deck bus were packed! ROARRRR! havent had dinner. =( but dun feel hungry =\

i've been surrounded by alot of couples todae. i dunno y =\\\

i love the m)phosis shorts my sis bought! MUHAHA =DDDD

had a very interesting conv with yisin todae:
ys: you shld have tried the milk tea from mos burger. very nice!
sj: arh. i cannot take milk products...... but i still eat milk choco todae. MUHAHA =P
ys: oh yeah hor! then you still eat!!!! ..... then vitasoy you can drink meh?
sj: vitasoy dun have milk la. LOLX!

k though u may not find it funny, but the whole thing was really funny when we were chit chatting. =P

sigh abit of headache now! but still looking forward to meeting yisin tml for badminton + doing projs + blah blah blah =D

i love you
6/11/2007 09:42:00 PM

who will really be there for me at the end of the dae?
no one i can think of. even if i can, they're caught up in their own world. i dun wanna add up to their probs.

who will be the one i can really pour out all my sorrows to?
nobody

why do i have to feel this way??
i dunno

why will i always try to be there for other ppl when they need me?
cos i wan them to be happy unlike me.

i feel happy when i can help other ppl with their probs. but how abt mine???
get stuck in my own and try to convince myself to forget it.

why won't there really be anyone i can tok to when i really need somebody?
i havent found the right person i can tok everything abt to.

why won't there be someone there for me when i just need company?
i dunno y. i feel lonely =(

i can be your closest confident but i still wun noe how to tell you how i really feel deep down. why??
i dunno!!!

i feel such a lousy friend sometimes..
i dont noe y but i just feel tat way..

i miss ong like crazy..
he used to be my closest confident.
but he's caught up in his own world and has his own troubles.
we're suppose to meet up n tok abt them.
but i wont wan to bury him with my problems again.

but i still feel so stuck...
all the problems in me seems so hard to get out of me.
i feel so lonely sometimes tat it really scares me. shit.
i feel so envious of some ppl sometimes. they seem to be able to find the ppl they can ask for support from. but why cant i?????????????????????

i used to be super sensitive, but i guess i grew out from it after experiencing so many things. though i wun be able to change totally, but i'll try to grow out of it.

sorry for being so emo. haha. =\ emoness can kill me. haha.

i will still be happy to listen to ur sorrows if u need somebody. hehe. =]

i love you
6/11/2007 08:31:00 AM

more pics from top table:

we at sugar loaf if im nt wrong =)

mi n zel zel =D

fang fang n cia cia =)

fang is so cute!!! =D

pics from bbq at ecp:

on the bus ride to parkway... zel sae i look emo. hahaha =\

lecia and the tree. she looks like a dwarf! LOLX.

we were so bored...

wenxin fell down while learning how to blade! =D

me n cia on beach chit chatting =D

wen, zel n me =)

hazel with her thongs! so cute rite?? =) look like crab hahaha!

the sunrise!! =D

err. LOLX

dun so emo!! dun kill urself!! =P

me, zel n sw

nette n meee =D

lolx. do you know who is tat? =P

i love you
6/10/2007 09:40:00 PM

HELLO!!! =D

had term tests recently! busyyyyy studying! ROAR! aniways had my last paper this fri which was catering tech! the paper was okie la.. hope can do well for my papers!

okie aniways after the cat paper, our group for cat pract had to find 8 lecturers to buy our meals! OMG LA! 8 u noe!!!! ROAR!! much thanks to amirah n people who helped, we managed to find 7 lecturers!! =)) mr loh gonna get 2 sets of the meal! =D hope the food taste nice!!!

okie aniways after finding the lecturers, me, hazel n sw went to parkway! then shopped abit. i must sae that sw n hazel can shop anywhere! as in really anywhere for a long period of time la! pei fu them sia.

we went to ecp for our class bbq! had a very hard time trying to set up the fire cos the wind too strong already! but in the end there was still fire la! =)

wenxin was trying to learn to roller blade with lecia's blades! DAMM FUNNY! i swear! everyone was laughing like mad la. =))

i was sitting on the beach most of the time during the bbq! it was damm nice lor. as in ambience and all... so niceeeeee! if can go with my special someone, it'll be great isnt it? hahaha! FAT HOPE! i started to become emo yest while listening to mp3. couldn't take it when suddenly xinying and lecia joined me. ROAR. but now okie le la =)

chit chatted with alot of ppl by the beach... got to know alot of stuffs... HOPE EVERYTHING WILL TURN OUT FINE!! =)

sw is damm afraid of rats! and i seriously mean it! LOLX. it was damm funny to see her reactions la. =X

aniways the stars were freaking nice la! i swear!!! got once when i was talking to hazel n sw, i realised that the stars were forming a heart shape la! OMG man. =D
oh oh then ard 9.30pm or so, i saw a shooting star under the whole batch of stars! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGG SO NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! =))))))))
the moon was half round! it reminds mi of watermelon slice! hahaha =)

then lecia,me,hazel,sw were lying on the beach gazing the stars! SO NICEEEE =))))

i felt surrounded by a group of drunkards when we were eating the food during mid nite. =\\ LOLX! i seem to be the one who appear to be the most normal one. =D

oh oh btw arh! i learnt how to ride the bike yest!! ALL THANKS TO AH MA! =)) thanks for being so patient trying to teach me. lalala~ in the end mi n nette made it!! in less than 2hrs we noe how to ride bike le~ =))))))) but now got tons of muscle aches! butt, arm hurts alot. sigh! i nearly fell a few times! but lucky nth major happened! HAHA! oh oh then i nearly banged into a double seater bike todae, then the person was like EH EH EH. LOLX so funny! =P

i wan midnite cycling and blading with lecia!!!!!!!! we must go soon k! so looking forward to it! =D
will upload the pics soon!

i now declare ECP this time round roxs my world like mad! =)

to shuwen n hazel: don't worry gals. things will get better soon! we all shall work hard together to achieve a better life =) got anything must tell me! i dun wanna be the last to noe!! =)

though exams are over, still gotta mug our projs! ROAR. sian! badminton on mon with yisin! HEHE =) i still dunno whether i shld buy the bag =(

is there really fate? or no fate? =\\ i wan to noe the ans!

here are some pics from The ToP Table:

sw, zel n nette!

mommy, me n nette.

LOOK AT AH MA! she dun wan to take pics with us =( lolx!

i like the effect of this pic! SO NICEE =)

WAH! finally a pic of all of us =DD

collage made by mommy =D

i love you
6/09/2007 06:36:00 PM

todae had log paper. dunno if can pass or not. sighhh!

met up with ys todae! i feel so happy with her la! she can make mi laugh =)

then we walked ard abit, both decided to buy the same bag. but will come back another dae to get it =)

*i've been really upset abt some stuffs recently. i dunno wad i shld do to try n maintain the friendship. actually i feel so tired... i feel like im always the one trying to maintain r/s with frens. tough n tiring. i dun think i've got the strength to go thru it all over again. decided to let things be so since that person dun wanna do anithing abt it either... dun wanna think abt it animore. besides i dun have enough time to do so... i just wanna be HAPPY =)))

i can't wait for the trip to ECP! =)))))

i love you
6/02/2007 03:04:00 PM