hey... we can't turn back time can we? we can only look forward... no point looking back at whatever has happened rite? whatever has happened, has already happened... no pt brooding abt it... so you gotta learn to take it easy...
you didn't break the friendship, the friendship will still be there... it's just that we won't be that close anymore... i'm gonna miss your craziness...
though we won't be so closed anymore, we are still friends. but i know we'll feel awkward with so many things that have happened... gee. that's the thing that is in our way all these time right?
you don't have to be ashamed of yourself.. whatever happened, happened for a reason... maybe we couldn't really understand each other after all... if you are really ashamed of yourself, i will have to be ashamed of myself too... they say it take two hands to clap, so for these kinda things to happen, i have to do it as well for it to happen.. you said you inflicted hurt on me, i know i did it to you too.. it does mean smth to me cos like i said you were imp to me...
it wun be easy for you to not think about it, but pls try.. i see you everyday too.. but i always try not to think of whatever has happened between us. i know it wun make mi feel good, so i always avoid thinking.. maybe you should too.. you have great friends around you who really care about u, they could take over my position... you will be happy de la.. cos i know they wun hurt u as much as i did to u..
and believe me, you're not shit... you're a good friend. just that i dun really noe how to reciprocate to it.. don't think of urself as such a bad fren... cos we all noe u're not... we know deep down you care alot...
u don't have to wear a mask, just be who u really are... i really wan u to be happy... i have also gone thru whatever u are going thru now... but u must really learn to look at the +ve side of it... and you're not too overly emo la. it's okie to feel that way... goes to show i was really imp to u.. and im happy that i was imp to u... but u have to let go okie... otherwise you will make urself feel worse...
and i really hope it wun affect ur exam... gotta work hard for it okie.... and enjoy ur holidays... :)
Rainbowlin