who will really be there for me at the end of the dae?
no one i can think of. even if i can, they're caught up in their own world. i dun wanna add up to their probs.
who will be the one i can really pour out all my sorrows to?
nobody
why do i have to feel this way??
i dunno
why will i always try to be there for other ppl when they need me?
cos i wan them to be happy unlike me.
i feel happy when i can help other ppl with their probs. but how abt mine???
get stuck in my own and try to convince myself to forget it.
why won't there really be anyone i can tok to when i really need somebody?
i havent found the right person i can tok everything abt to.
why won't there be someone there for me when i just need company?
i dunno y. i feel lonely =(
i can be your closest confident but i still wun noe how to tell you how i really feel deep down. why??
i dunno!!!
i feel such a lousy friend sometimes..
i dont noe y but i just feel tat way..
i miss ong like crazy..
he used to be my closest confident.
but he's caught up in his own world and has his own troubles.
we're suppose to meet up n tok abt them.
but i wont wan to bury him with my problems again.
but i still feel so stuck...
all the problems in me seems so hard to get out of me.
i feel so lonely sometimes tat it really scares me. shit.
i feel so envious of some ppl sometimes. they seem to be able to find the ppl they can ask for support from. but why cant i?????????????????????
i used to be super sensitive, but i guess i grew out from it after experiencing so many things. though i wun be able to change totally, but i'll try to grow out of it.
sorry for being so emo. haha. =\ emoness can kill me. haha.
i will still be happy to listen to ur sorrows if u need somebody. hehe. =]
i love you
6/11/2007 08:31:00 AM
Rainbowlin